Finished Connie May Fowler’s Memoir this early morning. (As I’m writing my own Memoir I’m reading all I can find.) A Million Fragile Bones is an excellent first-hand account of the BP Gulf Oil Spill. Chilling. Connie May had done … Continue reading
Hurricane – Sept 18, 2017 Imagine. It’s a week after Hurricane Irma has passed leaving you without power – No electricity. No cooking, no air-conditioner, no phone charger, no computer or TV. But you do have water. And a very … Continue reading
More Than 1 in 8 Americans Are Now Alcoholics. What!!
This is the headline in Dr. Mercola’s daily email. (Dr. Mercola is an alternative practitioner whose opinions and work I pay attention to. Read this entire article at http://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2017/08/31/alcoholism-epidemic.aspx?utm_source=dnl&utm_medium=email&utm_content=art2&utm_campaign=20170831Z1&et_cid=DM156513&et_rid=35015778
I’ve close-up views of alcoholism: father, husbands and I came perilously close myself. Let me share what saved me.
I was drinking a lot; everybody I knew did. My then boyfriend said, “You’re drinking too much. If you don’t quit I’m leaving.”
“Well,” I said after much back and forth arguing, “Of course I’m not an alcoholic. I can quit any time.”
“Prove it,” he said. “Stop for two months. I’ll bet you can’t.”
I’m stubborn. Sometimes a saving grace. I absolutely stopped drinking. But it was one of the most difficult things I’ve ever done. Right up there with stopping smoking. And taught me a valued lesson: for the casual drinker blending into the alcoholic there is a difference between “mental/social” addiction and “physical” addiction. (I’ve no doubt in my mind that without my boyfriend’s challenge I’d have become an alcoholic.)
With physical addiction your only choice is total abstinence. Get to AA as quick as you can. And stay there. If your loved one is an alcoholic get to Alanon. Pay heavy attention.
With the “mental/social” addiction (which is what I decided I had had) a total period of complete abstinence allows my body to reboot itself and clear the alcohol from my system. I can drink again but a lot more judiciously! And when I feel myself on that slippery slope of “too much” I stop. Also I’ve found that with meditation and other tension reducing behaviors like exercise and supplements tailored for my system, my desire to drink is greatly lessoned. (I drank to reduce stress and with lessoned stress I didn’t need the alcohol.)
A warning. With physical addition your only possible path to getting your life back is complete abstinence. AA has a lot of experience and they’re correct.
at explanation. Perhaps an excuse only? Reality? Anyway, here we go. Technology is a means to an end for me. And is frequently aggravating because 1) equipment won’t work right 2) I don’t know how to fix it and always … Continue reading
Jacqueline Winspear’s, Elegy for Eddie, names where I am and what I might do about it: “To just say, ‘I’m sad,’ isn’t enough…. Sometimes we say we’re sad when we would be better served by saying the word melancholy, for … Continue reading
Long time, no blog. Reasons: I always have reasons and excuses. This time it’s a move to Cross Creek, Florida down the street from Marjorie Kinnan Rawlings’ (The Yearling) house. AND I’ve been working on my Memoir now expanded into … Continue reading
A marvelous bonus of the writer’s life is that a writer’s friends write books—enchanting, helpful and entertaining books and poetry. Books with stories behind them. In no particular order, let me share a few! First, Brian L. Beeks, In Our … Continue reading
Learn More… Someone to know me was the last thing I had on my mind. I’m an intensely private person. The contradiction about wore me out: write from my heart, be known, and become the writer I wanted to be. Or follow my … Continue reading
Our Land, Our Future is a new book by Caitlin Shetterly, a young woman struck with a sensitivity to genetically modified corn. This sensitivity ran her through a bunch of most unpleasant symptoms and took doctors tons of money and … Continue reading
This is for all you many readers! See my books on Amazon “Bibliophilia (people who love books) is good for your health: A new study suggests that people who read books regularly may add nearly two years to … Continue reading